Complacent Wednesdays

Dear friends,

It’s Wednesday, that midpoint in the week when I find it the easiest to fall into my daily rhythm. We spend the great majority of our hours working, sleeping, and eating, taking care of ourselves and those in our houses. Shocking events, like what happened last weekend in Charlottesville or what is happening today in Tal Afar, Iraq, seem so far away and we easily focus on nearby problems with coworkers, friends, and family.

Complacency has a bad reputation: it can be a sign of deep selfishness, blinding us to the pain of others and making us reluctant to confront evil in ourselves or in others. But the sister of complacency is contentment, and that is something we wish on all people. Psalm 133 must be one of the shortest psalms of all time, only three verses, and it speaks to the richness found in our everyday lives when we can get along with those closest to us. No wonder we focus so much on the people we relate to on a daily basis.

So just because we don’t want to be complacent in the face of grand world events doesn’t mean we neglect those close relationships. And on the other side, just because we spend many days focused on work, sleep, and food, doesn’t mean that we don’t keep a greater vision of God’s peace for all the world in our heads, preparing and fortifying ourselves for when we may be called into action.

There is a rhythm beyond our daily rhythms, one that tells us to enjoy the small things in life but reminds us that in time we will be called to struggle with great things as well. Let this be a Wednesday of contentment more than complacency, of finding good things in our immediate surroundings, and allowing that goodness to nourish us in preparation for God’s work.

Blessings of health and happiness be with you all,
Andrew

The Freedom to Step Out of the Boat

Dear friends,

I hope that this week has afforded you many opportunities to enjoy these unexpectedly cool days. I know I've found it much easier to get outside, both for work and for relaxation. On a long summer day with a nose full of cool, clean air there are moments of extreme optimism, like I could tackle any project or navigate any problem, like I could run for miles and not get tired, like I could walk on water. 

This week's gospel passage, Matthew 14:22-33, is also about the weather and how it relates to our faith, but on the other side of the coin; the disciples get caught in heavy wind blowing against their boat as they try to cross the Sea of Galilee. If you've ever been in a small craft in high seas you know that it's very difficult to think straight much less relax when struggling against waves that threaten to dump water into the boat at any moment. In contrast, here comes Jesus, strolling across the waves. The disciples are together, battered, trapped in their boat. Jesus is alone, at peace, and free to walk where he wills.

And when the disciples see someone outside of their boat, the immediate reaction is fear: "It's a ghost!" When we see people outside of our safe, life-preserving structures, when we see people without houses or cars or churches or 40-hour workweeks, we get afraid for them and we get a little afraid of them. 

But Christ reassures the disciples - "Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid." Once we recognize Christ in a person who by some miracle manages to survive out there in the storm, without any of the things we rely on to get by, we have a choice. We can cling to our (very necessary) boat, or we can dare to step out, trusting that the miracle that sustains them will sustain us, too, for a time. 

By faith Peter stepped out, and by fear he began to sink. "Faith" is such a difficult and slippery idea; it seems like everyone has their own definition of what it means. Some say it's about what you believe; others say it's about who you trust. To me this story helps clearly illuminate that faith is about what you do. You can believe all kinds of facts about a bridge, but unless you walk on it you don't have faith in it. If your fear prevents you, all the beliefs in the world can't let you walk in faith.

Then Jesus helps Peter back into the boat, and joins him and the rest of the disciples there. The boat is a good thing, but from then on the disciples know that Jesus isn't trapped in it -- and they get the feeling that with faith, they aren't either. When the wind and waves buffet our boats, let's remember those cool August mornings when we felt like we could do anything, and let's give ourselves the option of stepping out, onto the water, to meet our Lord.

Blessings and peace be with you all,
Andrew

p.s.- This Sunday at 9:30am will be the start of the class in preparation for baptism this September. We'll meet in my office, unless there's too many of us and we need to figure out something else. We're going to have some great conversations, I'm looking forward to it!

In Love with the Law?

Dear friends,

I hope this last week of July finds all of you at peace with these long, hot, dog days of the summer. I'm always so impatient for the weather to change, and then so nostalgic once it has; these are the best afternoons of the year for swimming, if nothing else.

This week's passage, Psalm 119:129-136, bears reading in the King James Version (copied at the bottom). For sheer poetry nothing beats those four-hundred-year-old phrases -- there's no love song like a Shakespearean love song. And Psalm 119 is a love song, although to a rather unexpected lover: God's law!

It's so natural for us to think of any law, any rules, as restrictions. And when we think of God's law, often our thoughts go the page after page of bronze-age legal tradition preserved in Leviticus and Deuteronomy, like Leviticus 19:27 which prohibits mohawks and goatees. But for the faithful of God neither these laws nor even the Ten Commandments truly encompassed the Law of God.

No, God's Law is something far greater; it is all the knowledge, all the teaching that we as individuals, as communities, and as a species have received at the hands of the Creator about how we should act. It includes not just the things we already know, but all those things we yearn to learn:

"Open my eyes, so that I may behold
    wondrous things out of your law.
I live as an alien in the land;
    do not hide your commandments from me." (Psalm 119, 18-19)

This is the song of a people in love with learning, in love with discovering new ways to do what is right, who pray for and value God's guidance above all else. This is a people that have tasted the bitterness of slavery, violence and oppression, and whose hearts yearn for the sweetness of freedom and peace. In those eyes God's Law is a lovely thing, steadfast and eternal, revealed anew every day.

God's grace be with you all,
Andrew

129 Thy testimonies are wonderful: 
      therefore doth my soul keep them.

130 The entrance of thy words giveth light; 
      it giveth understanding unto the simple.

131 I opened my mouth, and panted: 
for I longed for thy commandments.

132 Look thou upon me, and be merciful unto me, 
  as thou usest to do unto those that love thy name.

133 Order my steps in thy word: 
     and let not any iniquity have dominion over me.

134 Deliver me from the oppression of man: 
      so will I keep thy precepts.

135 Make thy face to shine upon thy servant;
      and teach me thy statutes.

136 Rivers of waters run down mine eyes,
     because they keep not thy law.

The Confidence of a King

Dear friends,

As I read the Bible passages for this Sunday, the final verses of Psalm 139 stuck out: 

"Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my thoughts.
See if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."

The whole psalm exudes brash confidence; that 'the great God of All knows everything about me, which is great because I love God and hate God's enemies.' There's not a lot of humility there!

It seems crazy that King David, whose flaws and mistakes fill the Hebrew Bible, would sing such a song. In fact, if anyone could say such words we'd think it would be Jesus, but instead of "test me and know my thoughts," Jesus teaches us to pray "do not put us to the test, but deliver us from evil."

I think Jesus had a harder life than David, and knew that most people don't need additional stumbling stones in their lives. But I still love David's brash confidence, a human that embraces the staggering reality of a God that knows all.

In hard times Jesus knows best, but on good days my soul sings with David. If you have a moment this week, read Psalm 139, wrestle with its flaws, its rashness, and dwell in its rush of enthusiasm and energy. It's a song of startling breadth that raises our eyes to the skies and our hands to feel the wind.

Peace and joy be with you all,
Andrew

David's Final Sunday

Hello CMF,

It has been a blessing to serve you over the last couple of years. Thank you for all of your prayers and support as my family follows the Lord's leading to Grantham Church in Pennsylvania. 

This coming weekend will be my final Sunday with you. If you're in town, I hope you'll join us for worship. Here is a snapshot of the message, A Time For Everything.

The writer of Ecclesiastes wrote that there is a time for everything. Like the four seasons we observe in nature, we are aware of how life constantly changes---there are beginnings and there are endings. We know that this is the way life operates, but many of us struggle to accept and adjust to those changes, often missing out on how the Spirit is present and at work. Yet the Scriptures tell us that we have a God who remains the same despite our circumstances, and that we can trust he is always with us no matter what changes may come. In A Time For Everything, pastor David encourages us to recognize where we are as individuals and as a church. What time is it in your life? And how does God want to meet you in the changes to come?

See you at 10:30 AM for worship and communion in the sanctuary.

Blessings,

David Flowers